You Don’t Have to Tell Everyone…Or Do You?

I’ve hated the changes that have come with a tumor, surgery, and chemotherapy.  My memory, wait- what was I talking about?  As you can see, my memory is gone. My patience has diminished, my reactions have increased, my stress in exponential, my “tasking” has gone solo, and my self esteem has plummeted.  I’m telling you … Continue reading You Don’t Have to Tell Everyone…Or Do You?

An Open Letter to Myself (If I Could Start Life Over Again)

Dear Lahla, As you start anew, these are the three life lessons I’ve selected to hold onto as the rest of your memories wash away and you begin again. Keep these, Lahla.  You’ll see… Deal with your problems right away, no matter how big or small.  They don’t go away, but pester, nag, and haunt … Continue reading An Open Letter to Myself (If I Could Start Life Over Again)

Clear

I wish my feelings and thoughts were clear. Feelings are messy, jumbled, yet directive, leading to a questionable path. Or are they? Do our actions go where our minds are afraid to? Despite all effort, don't we keep ending up in the same place we desperately wish to avoid? Next time I'll stop, endure until … Continue reading Clear